What is a girl to do

When it comes to our love lives we all want the story that we can pass down. We want the story that allows people to feel every emotion you are feeling. What happens when you get the begining but somewhere along the line it disapppears. What do you when promises are broken and at the end of the day you are left wondering what happened. You have the memories of what once was and in view traces of what could have been. You think back and you wonder where did it all go wrong. At what point did you stop listening to each other and ignore the signs of what was about to happen. You are kept up with nights in which you wonder did I do all that could. Some days you tell yourself you did and others you feel less confident.

You decide that you want to try to make it work but you find that it is only one putting forth the effort. You make excuses as to why it is only you but at the end of the day you are running out. Each day you tell yourself I am going to be happy and I am just going to let go but towards the end you want that feeling back. Today you look in the mirror and say I am going to move on and start fresh. A month into starting fresh you get a text from him. The next three times you tell yourself you are going to move on he does the same thing. You think maybe it is a sign and that maybe the story isn't over. Over the course of two days things going back to being bleak. You tell yourself that you deserve better. Whether you believe it or not is a different story. You tell yourself that no matter what you have to move forward.

Everyone has a life that they have to live. If one aspect of it is not working you should take the time to concentrate on the things that are going well. Don't worry about the things that you can not control because when you least expect them to it will change. I am not perfect but then again who is. There is no point in holding on to something in which I am going to end up letting life pass me by. All we can do is love the people in our lives and hope the best for them.