Silly goose

Ever had those moments that you just wish that you had just kept your mouth shut? That instead of saying anything you just walked away and went on like everything was fine. My best amigo told me the other night sometimes you have to cut people off with out an explanation. That would work if I weren't such a romantic sap. I honestly believed that sometimes love works out in your favor but it doesn't. You end up being that girl that no one wants to be. She is the one crying because she did it again. She fell for someone who was never going to see her in that light. Instead of backing out when she had that first inkling she kept going. She honestly thought that after all this time it had to be something special that kept them so close. The truth is it was all in her head. You can't stage love and hope that the person sees you the same way. Maybe love doesn't exist anymore. Let me not say that it does. You know that love is real that moment you have that first kiss. The moment you hold hands for the first time. You know that it's real when you still get nervous right before you pick them up to go out. you just have to see that if you are the one putting to much into it then it isn't real.

You just have to wait be patient, don't look for it. Don't persue it. You have to let it happen. When it does happen you will know that it is right. If you are following someone and trying to get them to see you through different eyes ask yourself are they doing the same. Are they putting in just as much effort. If the answer is no then just pick yourself up, dust yourself off, wipe the tears from your eyes and just keep moving forward.