It's done

I have spent so much time angry with you and with myself that the time has come for me to let you go. I wanted things to be different this time around. I told myself that if I just remained by your side that one day you would see how much I cared. I thought if I put more of myself that it would mean something to you but it didn't. I can't be angry at the fact you never noticed or care to notice the measures I took to be by your side. I didn't fly cross country or stay up late to talk on the phone for you to thank me. I did those things because I loved you. I did them because when you want to make it work and are committed to it these things are not great feats. Was I foolish, more than likely but I was in love. Who is to say what is going above and beyond. You make due with what you have. I forgive you now and I do it not so that you can sleep at night. I do it because from this point forward I know just how great my capacity to love it. I know that with patience someone will come along and you will be but a distant memory. I wish you the best and as of today I have cried my last tear. As of today I am no longer angry and from my the bottom of my heart I wish you nothing but the best.