Who we are

Each and every person has a story. They have moments that define who they are and have made choices about where they were going. Everyone has a choice in life, you can choose to be happy or you can choose to allow your circumstances to bring you down. Are there things that hurt us yes but why let it control us. If the people who love you are there for you regardless why should you beat yourself up over it. If people have forgiven you why hold on to it. If we are unhappy with an aspect of our lives why not do something to change it. Instead of using it as a crutch, take a stand and tell yourself I will not allow it to dictate who I am. Are there going to be things that we can change, yes but does that mean we should just give up all together no it doesn't. Take the things that you can control and change it to fit where it is that you want to be in life. Be proactive about your life and take a stand against being another victem. Yes it is easier said than done but I speak from experience. We have all been at a point where we think we can't go on that everything is hopeless but it isn't. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel. It may be faint but it is there. We as a society as a people have proven time and time again that we adapt and overcome. If you utilize what you have available to you nothing is impossible but if you sit there and sulk and never take that step who have you to blame. Don't let what is going on around you bring you down. Look neither to the left nor to the right, keep your eyes focused on what is ahead and you can achieve anything. Believe in yourself and remember that at the time it make seem impossible but take a step back and look at the bigger picture and you will be okay.

The funny thing is

I tried to pretend that I didn't feel anything for him but that wasn't case. Why couldn't we live in the same location. I wondered why didn't I invest in us. I thought we didn't need work but that wasn't the case. You have to keep that fire going. With him I feel fire and passion. There are times when I think of him and it makes my heart hurt.It is easy to say let him go and to an extent I have. What can I say I miss him sometimes.